Lately I've been super self conscious about the type of person that I am. I feel like everyone that I meet has some amazing back story that leads them to who they are today and above it all, they are able to point to one thing that makes them absolutely spectacular and call it the capstone to their life. As the title of my blog suggests, I often feel nothing but average in many respects and couldn't dream of ever finding my one thing in life that really defines who I am.
I'm not the super organized girl focused on interior design who's room always looks perfect.
I'm not the girl whos been in a relationship for 27483 years and is half of the worlds cutest couple.
I'm not the most outgoing girl in the room who'll come up and talk to you without some shy eye contact first.
In not the activist who lives every day for a great cause and knows exactly what she wants to devote her life to.
I'm not the health freak who eats healthy and works out regularly and feels comfortable with how her body is.
I'm not girl who wrote the book on street smarts and has connections upon connections with people.
But I'd really like to be all or any of those. Just something.
Completely unrelated, but what is with people and getting into relationships these days? Spring is in the air and therefore "love" is in the air, but I just feel like everyone and their dog has a boyfriend or girlfriend right now! I can't stand couple talk all of a sudden and what I used to think was cute now absolutely disgusts me. I don't want to hear anything else about someone's glorious six year long relationship. I don't want to hear about someone else's 1672nd one night stand. I just want to hang out with my friends.
I wonder if anyone's even reading this haha,
Love,
Ranjini
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