This past week in college has been one of the most unexpectedly difficult weeks I've had since I've been at school. Getting rid of a part of me means learning to embrace other parts of myself. I'm really trying to take this time to focus on my new job, getting really good grades, sticking to a workout routine and just overall become the mature and independent girl that I wanted to become in college.
It's really hardddddd. I've never been in this kind of a situation before and while the extra time is liberating, it's stifling because I find myself drawn to doing the same things I used to do before this week when I know that I should be trying different things.
Let's find something else to completely throw myself into; I need a new time consuming hobby
Let's get through it.
Love,
Ranjini
